addendum: still not really chcking this account or anything, but if for some reason anyone would want to reach me, send a message to fraterchaos here on dA that's
(my other account)


well, since i hardly even check this account anymore, and barely even post anything to my main account, and NOTHING at all here... I am basically going to stop using this one...

what do I mean, well, I probably won't be posting anything new, and I will be deselecting all categories of deviations, journals and so forth from those on my watch list, so my inbox doesn't get crammed with a bunch of stuff I probably won't ever look at...

why? well, everything went completely to hell for me on valentines day, the love of my life lied to me, betrayed me, and basically ruined my life...

Since that was an online relationship, on IMVU, and since everyone I knew on IMVU had turned against me and I had become an outcast, I moved to SecondLife, and that was great, for a while...

But, recently, in trying to learn how to do certain things, trying to find ways to increase my sales and other issues, I posted some messages in the forums and I rapidly learned that all those people on IMVU who hated me and insulted me must have been right, because the exact same thing happened on SecondLife... it turns out I am a horrible human being.. I think one person even went as far as to say I am the rudest person they ever met...

So, basically, I quit... no I'm not going to do anything drastic, and I'm not deleting any accounts anywhere, not here, not my stupid unused IMVU account, and not my Sl account either...I'm just going to be what I became after my love betrayed me, and stop trying to pretend to be anything more than that... what did I become, well its simple really, I am now an empty shell...

And please, no pity, as i said, i won't be using this account anymore anyway, any messages of pity or consolationm might not be read for a year or more...

As I recently added to my SecondLife profile, I will say it here too, its best for us both if you simply ignore me... trust me on this, no matter how many friends I have here, and no matter how much they keep assuring me I'm really a good person and all, the truth is, I'm a worthless, hateful, rude and anfry cry baby... and I really don't deserve human compassion and feelings, so save them for someone who does